Sober V. Non-Sober

So today is the bad we talk about the fact that most people have different sides. Whether it be you change when your high or drunk. There’s always a different part of you and today is when I want to talk about the two sides of me.

The side that most people is Elijah the charming, skinny man that likes to tell people what they want to hear vs what he really thinks. And sometimes it can be good things but most time I just think and think and wonder what’s the right thing to say. What’s a good that won’t make people feel bad. That’s what I’m like sober I tend to think about what should I say to make others feel better. Sometime that requires me lying and others I might actually tell the truth. So, the truth is sober me is also the one who lies and tell people what he thinks they need to hear.

 

Then we have another Elijah he is not sober at all not matter the substance is. He is a person that tells the truth however might also tell lies to to creep people’s eyes but in reality, it could also hurt people. He is the person that sometime doesn’t care what people think and tells them like you mean it. He is a different person from a different planet.

 

So, I tell you this because I want you to know this, so that way you can incorporate your sober self with your not so sober self. Do the best to be your self no matter the cost

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Not Burning the Bridge

How many times have you cared for someone, like really cared for them but it didn’t work out. I can think of a few situations. I also know what happens in such situations. Bridges are burned and are never to rebuild again, but did it happens. And you know what in certain situations that’s ok but in others even though you’re not talking. It still may not be bad to have that person in your life. It’s a person you can talk to someone that you can feel somewhat close to. Burning bridges is something that is permanent sometimes, and sometimes it shouldn’t be. So, I say let’s stop burning bridges and let’s put the water under the bridge. Let’s build relationships back and not destroy them.

Love Making V. Banging

Let’s talking about sex, specifically the sex making. I have a conversation with one of my friends about having a relationship with his girl to the fact we have talked about making love and banging someone.

 

You see I see banging someone is the act where you are literally fucking for the fun of it. There is no emotional attachment there is only the sex and that’s all it is. I don’t know if I’m saying that it’s a bad thing because people have their fligs and as long as someone wears a condom who really cares. However remember banging is different then love making.

 

Now love making, that stuff is intense, that’s stuff is passionate and has all the love in it. It when you see the person and you get a loving feeling and you feel like if you don’t you might explode. The loving making is passionate kissing, heavenly touching, and great sex. The difference from it and banging is that there is love and passion and it’s not just sex

 

So that all I have today.

New Apple Event!!!!

So, the truth is finally in and there will be an Apple event on September 12th 10am PDT. Now sadly I think I’ll be in school when it happens, but hey that’s what YouTube is for.

Let’s talk about something that is supposed to be revealed which is the IPhone 8, now when I first saw it I was not happy at all with that new camera and the fact fingerprint readers might not happen, but; with seeing it over and over again I think I’m falling in love. However, the down side of this product is that some say it going to cost close to a thousand dollars to buy and with stuff happening in today’s world it going to hit people like me really hard. Nevertheless, the IPhone 7S and 7S plus are supposed to being coming out so as long as their fast and fancy I might drop some money on it, but not a thousand dollars.

There are also rumors an updated IPhone 7 and 7 plus with wireless charging as well as a 4K apple TV. So, one can hope for the best and I’ll be reporting more when things happen.

 

 

 

 

Fashion in Magazine (Part One)

So today will be one of my second blogs about fashion and this one is gonna be one that I very much enjoy. You see I have many magazine subscriptions and the reason I have them is because one I love to read the articles, learn new things and see different perspectives and the other would be because of the fashion in them. I love to see the new clothes and the new style and just get inspiration from them or even copy them.

 

For me looking that these new styles gives me new ideas and new ways to think about how to style and wear new outfits. It helps me grow my closet, so that I can grow in myself thus empowering myself to be more comfortable in my own skin.

 

These pictures are never just pictures for me put a way for me to express who I am in many different ways, shape, and form. So, I would like to thank all magazine and here are some pictures that I really like from Esquire magazine.

Fashion in Magazine Part 1

The Cherry

The cherry that pops

The emotions that doesn’t stop

I’ve been told it’s all at a drop

A drop of losing a special thing

Something that hold you and mold you

You lose it whenever, wherever at a moment’s notice

It’s sweet like cherry pie

So today I think I’ll keep mine

Flat Stanley

Flat Stanley

That’s who I wish to be

The hurt and pain I feel in my stomach

It’s a hurt I must endure

The hunger and the thirst is something I must ignore

Day by Day I fade away

Hoping I will be no more

Until there is nothing to see

Nothing to be

And that’s just it’s nothing I will eat

To Understand Each Others Love

The one thing that we should all know about love is that it’s confusing sometime and you don’t know if you’re doing the right thing to show your love.

 

However, one thing is for sure you guys understand each other’s language the way you talk to the way you walk and that’s how you may determine what to do next. By looking and feeling the energy of your spouse you can know how to motivate them or get them comfortable for a cuddle session. Either way you know each-other and that’s great for a relationship.

 

One thing I thought about is could I have a relationship where the other person understands my toothpaste talk, while others just hear noise they actually hear me speak. I don’t know what I thought about it but it sounds nice.

My First GAY PRIDE !!!

So yesterday was one of the best times of my life as I went to MY FIRST PRIDE! It was so insightful and also thrilling, the person I was when I went in was not the same i was when I left out. Whether it be the experience that I had or the fact that I swam in a pond that was grey. Whatever it was I still had a great time. This social events give us a chance to contact with people who you had no idea exist, to see people that had to deal with the same burden of coming out to their loved ones as you did. And there this adventure you come together with jello shot, dance parties, beads, and a lot of sexy men wearing barely any clothes.

Now as I walked there the crowd I did see some interesting things like people popping their butts in a dance that I could only think about doing or people making out when I’m a little scared to touch the person whom I’m supposed to be in a relationship with. All I can say it that Pride is an experience itself! Nevertheless I still have a thought that straight boys come to Pride to either see what it means to be gay, which is ok, or to tease us with their hot bodies, which is ok too.

 

So what I say to you is if you ever get a chance to go to Pride in whatever city or state take chance you won’t regret.