Flat Stanley

Flat Stanley

That’s who I wish to be

The hurt and pain I feel in my stomach

It’s a hurt I must endure

The hunger and the thirst is something I must ignore

Day by Day I fade away

Hoping I will be no more

Until there is nothing to see

Nothing to be

And that’s just it’s nothing I will eat


To Understand Each Others Love

The one thing that we should all know about love is that it’s confusing sometime and you don’t know if you’re doing the right thing to show your love.


However, one thing is for sure you guys understand each other’s language the way you talk to the way you walk and that’s how you may determine what to do next. By looking and feeling the energy of your spouse you can know how to motivate them or get them comfortable for a cuddle session. Either way you know each-other and that’s great for a relationship.


One thing I thought about is could I have a relationship where the other person understands my toothpaste talk, while others just hear noise they actually hear me speak. I don’t know what I thought about it but it sounds nice.

My First GAY PRIDE !!!

So yesterday was one of the best times of my life as I went to MY FIRST PRIDE! It was so insightful and also thrilling, the person I was when I went in was not the same i was when I left out. Whether it be the experience that I had or the fact that I swam in a pond that was grey. Whatever it was I still had a great time. This social events give us a chance to contact with people who you had no idea exist, to see people that had to deal with the same burden of coming out to their loved ones as you did. And there this adventure you come together with jello shot, dance parties, beads, and a lot of sexy men wearing barely any clothes.

Now as I walked there the crowd I did see some interesting things like people popping their butts in a dance that I could only think about doing or people making out when I’m a little scared to touch the person whom I’m supposed to be in a relationship with. All I can say it that Pride is an experience itself! Nevertheless I still have a thought that straight boys come to Pride to either see what it means to be gay, which is ok, or to tease us with their hot bodies, which is ok too.


So what I say to you is if you ever get a chance to go to Pride in whatever city or state take chance you won’t regret.


A Black Man’s Barber

One thing that I can never live without is my barber in my life, yes I’ve had many but it’s only because I’ve move around. It wasn’t until I got older did I realize that the person cutting my hair, cleaning up my tapeline, and making me look fly on my first day of school is part of my family. This person whomever they were would talk to you about anything; sport, music, and even comedy. The place that people come do maybe twice a month is also a place to rant about life struggles and things you can’t believe happened. So if you’re feeling stress and your hair is a mess check out your nearest barber shop and let me know what happens.  

Decisions, Decisions, Decisions.

Hey people so its Elijah here and right know I’m having one of the biggest dilemmas in my life. So, one hand I work at a movie theatre and although the people I work with are amazing its the guest that really get on my nerves with their request and their stupid questions. Sometime I want to cuss them out and sometime I just want to quit and  find a new job, but the things is that if I found a new job I could work at a place where i didn’t have to worry about uber or even taking a bus because its literally up the street. The only thing that i am most worried about the money; You see I got bills to pay and food that I need to eat and part of me is not sure about taking that leap. Half of me is like yes go ahead and do it but the other half is like you have something good going why mess it up know.

Truly I don’t know and the fact that they are offering a promotion and I could get it makes me want to stay more, but i don’t think my mindset is there, but how do I know my mindset is going to be good anywhere. So we’ll see what happens in the future.

Strange Moments #1

The moment when you ask yourself why, what happened, when did this happen that just such strange things could happen in this house. I mean it happened and here I am a thirst bottom or top thats seeking an adventure but are constantly past by me as I wonder where my life has gone.

Ongoing it will start and who knows when it will stop, who knows when the urge will be complete, who knows when I will be at peace.

I am vulnerable and I know that sometime people have needs but when will these things stop. When will I believe in my heart what I am doing can and will complete me.I guess I won’t know until the circle of life is almost over, which I don’t plan on seeing for a very long time.

But what happens next am I going to be petty a hold my emotion grow until bad things start to happen or should I be myself and spawn a new fruit. The truth is that the truth has passed me by I feel weak I really let me guard down, so straight guys could maybe turn into something else and that would maybe change something. Its because in the back of my head I know i’ll be somewhat at peace if I know i have achieved human connection that is wonderful and inspiring.

But till then we’ll wait and hope for angel to come and make happiness a thing.

Best Father and Daughter Road Trip: Logan Movie Review.

LOGAN, the man of many abilities and many problems come back again for, what we hope will no be that last time. However if these movie is the last them I couldn’t think of a better way to end it, because Logan was EXTRAORDINARY.

The music, the action, the effects it was all there to make this wonderful film that I will buy on DVD and Blu-Ray. First when I tell you these people wasted no money on blood I mean you saw everything from fleshing being thrown around to people’s face being clawed out and it was a learning experience to watch especially with the little girl how knew how to kick some butt and cut somebody down, if you ask me I think she learned some of her movies from a lady in blue.

Nevertheless there are always OMG moments I advise you not to drink to much soda cause you will want to be in the theater for the whole movie.

And at the same time don’t just get caught up in the action of the whole thing but also the dialect because you can learn some new things and also laugh a lot. In conclusion it will and should go down in history as one of the best Marvel movies ever made and for that its a 5 out of 5 for me.

p.s No end credit scene

p.s.s You want to be in the theater before the previews ends.

Poetry #1

The cries of the angels that fall from heaven

Will never know of the suffering demons feel in hell

The screams, the torture, the not knowing what comes next

It hurts them

Sometimes they cry

But that doesn’t make them feel good inside

It burns like the desert

It drips from their eyes to their cheeks

Touching their skin and burning everything

There is no goodness In relief there in only pain

There is sorrow

The one who feels sorrow is the butterfly that flies around

Not knowing what is happening on the ground

Ignorance is bliss and so is this

Its ok that you don’t care whats happening down below just because it doesn’t effect you doesn’t mean i can’t splash and hit you

And in that hit you’ll feel pain and suffering

And then you’ll wonder why

What did I do to deserve a stab in the back

But its not what you did but what you didn’t do

Its the fact that you could of change

But you sat quietly and let it all happen

Days of 2017

So its 2017 and I know we are already to get to those resolutions and stick to them, but lets be honest how long it is going to last.

If you can’t see yourself doing it or stopping it by October then whats the point. I believe that this is the year of release not just for me but for everyone. In order to do something you have to be brave, you have to want to do it for yourself and no one can do that for you.

Motivation is something that we all need so why not use it. If your running and you need to think that a donut is going to be at the end then think that, but BEWARE OF THE DONUT.

Encourage yourself and be brave with anything that you do.

Don’t mind what others say about your goals because they don’t know you. So you have to do what you have to do in order to be SUCCESSFUL.